surgeries

Josie's surgery has been postponed again until next Wed.

I had my surgery this morning, everything went fine. The doctor feels he was able to retrieve some things we will need to begin looking into why this is happening. More on that later.
Surgery today was a little different from last time. I physically feel ok, not as good as last time. Emotionally I'm not so good. This morning when I checked in- I cried. I laid in my pre-op room and cried, got meds to calm down, cried again, someone would come in and comfort me so I'd calm down, they left- I cried... you get the picture. On rare occasions throughout the day I've just cried. Pretty much all I seem to do is cry.